Thursday, February 26, 2015

Some thoughts on "all things common"

We’ve been going through the Book of Acts in our Sunday morning Bible study (Sunday School). I always think it is a good thing when you walk away from the study and find yourself pondering something from the study. These verses were mentioned but not necessarily emphasized, yet I have been meditating on them. There was a feature of the life of the church in Jerusalem that is referred to through chapter 6

Acts 2:45  
And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need. 

Acts 4:32-35
32 And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.  
33 And with great power gave the apostles witness of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus: and great grace was upon them all.  
34 Neither was there any among them that lacked: for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things that were sold,  
35 And laid them down at the apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need.

Acts 6:1-6 (we have not come to this chapter yet, but I know it’s there)
1 And in those days, when the number of the disciples was multiplied, there arose a murmuring of the Grecians against the Hebrews, because their widows were neglected in the daily ministration.  
2 Then the twelve called the multitude of the disciples unto them, and said, It is not reason that we should leave the word of God, and serve tables.  
3 Wherefore, brethren, look ye out among you seven men of honest report, full of the Holy Ghost and wisdom, whom we may appoint over this business.  
4 But we will give ourselves continually to prayer, and to the ministry of the word.  
5 And the saying pleased the whole multitude: and they chose Stephen, a man full of faith and of the Holy Ghost, and Philip, and Prochorus, and Nicanor, and Timon, and Parmenas, and Nicolas a proselyte of Antioch:  
6 Whom they set before the apostles: and when they had prayed, they laid their hands on them.

As I mentioned above, I have been thinking about this situation. A commentary on this would require too much space, so only I want to offer some of the thoughts I have been thinking.

First, the question, Why did they do this? or What led them to do this? I don't think there was enough time for the Apostles to have taught 3000+ people to have all things common, so my conclusion is that this was a spontaneous act. This was something brought about by the Holy Spirit. I think it’s safe to conclude that under the ministry of the Apostles, this was a Spirit-filled church, and the Holy Spirit produced community.

When we read all things common are we to conclude that they all sold all their stuff, including their houses and farms etc and all moved in together? Of course, such an arrangement would have required immediate, large scale organization, such as a place to house all these people! I’m inclined to think something else was meant.

What I find interesting about this is that Jerusalem is the only church we find in the entire New Testament practicing this – selling property and bringing the proceeds to the leadership for distribution. That tells me that this was not something that the Apostles taught or exported outside of Jerusalem. But, there are some principles from this all things common that we do find throughout the New Testament.

So, what are these common traits that we find? I believe it is primarily in the phrase, Neither was there any among them that lacked. This was the purpose for the selling of property and having all things common: distribution was made unto every man according as he had need. This is community. This is the love of God shed abroad in our hearts. They were born again unto a genuine love of the brethren.

Thus, a new light is shed on the teaching of Paul concerning love and giving. For example, 2nd Corinthians 8-9. As he lays out the principles of giving he makes it clear he is not ‘commanding’ them or ‘guilting’ them into giving (as is so often the case today), but rather appealing to their love of the brethren. And he declares the principles to be:

13 For I mean not that other men be eased, and ye burdened:  
14 But by an equality, that now at this time your abundance may be a supply for their want, that their abundance also may be a supply for your want: that there may be equality:  
15 As it is written, He that had gathered much had nothing over; and he that had gathered little had no lack.

This seems to me to be the abiding principle of all things common. And this was the practice for the early church down through the years: “One in mind and soul, we do not hesitate to share our earthly goods with one another. All things are common among us but our wives.” (Tertullian)

The case of Ananias & Sapphira  in Acts chapter 5 is evident that this matter of selling property and giving the money to the church was voluntary, not compulsion. For when it was revealed that Ananias had lied about his gift, Peter made it clear, while the land was yours it was in your power to do with it what you wanted, and when you sold it, the money was yours to do with as you wanted. No compulsion. The motive was love.

In Acts chapter 6, we see that there was a daily distribution. I don’t know how that worked. But the office of deacon was created to take care of the distribution of money or goods or food. All things were common. They were a community and in this community no one went hungry.

There is a lot to ponder concerning this, but it seems to me there is an abiding principle: there was none among them that lacked. What an utter shame it is when we find a church that has some with an abundance and some that lack; some who live extravagant lifestyles, while others barely scrape by. The answer is found in the verse, And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.

We have money and possessions in abundance and should probably reevaluate our lives and giving. But what about me??? I am by no means rich, but I have to confess I have abundance. I need to be willing to give more. I need to actually give more. And I need to be aware of those around me in the church who have less than I do. Paul instructs us in Galatians chapter 6, do good unto all men, especially those of the household of faith. We should be unashamed, unabashed, over the top do-gooders.

there was none among them that lacked

Friday, February 20, 2015

A jeep with no windows

Our Thursday night (my Thursday night, your Friday morning) truck came last night. One of the men asked me a question I hear two or three times a night, “Did you drive that thing tonight?” He’s referring to my Jeep. I get that or some other question/comment about how cold I will be driving home. I am well known as the guy who drives a Jeep with no windows. People think I am either crazy or the coolest guy they know. Since the latter is ridiculous, I must be crazy.

Let me explain how this all began. I’ve repeated this countless times as well. When I got the jeep from Mary K, it did have all the windows. I used to take them off for nice days and put them back on when it looked like rain. I got caught with my windows off so often that it was not unusual to have a small lake inside the jeep. I solved that by simply removing the plugs. Then a zipper on one of the back windows tore and I could no longer install it. So I stopped putting them on at all. At this point I would carry my front windows with me everywhere and put them on when it rained. Finally I just left them off and at home all the time. Unless I knew before hand that it was going to rain.

I like driving around with no windows. And you get used to it. I really enjoy the openness and feel almost trapped when I’m in another car with all the windows up. The colder it gets, the more clothes I put on. Now I only put the windows on when it is or is going to rain. As I tell people, all the time,  I don’t mind being cold but I don’t like being wet.

This morning when I got off work it was 6º. That is cold and I was glad I didn’t have far to go. But I loved it! Driving down the road with fresh air and open to all around me!

Why do I drive around in my jeep with no windows? Am I trying to be cool or noticed? No way. I simply love it!

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Thank you, Bro Harris

Last night I began to think about the statement of Paul, This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh. As I was contemplating this, I naturally began to remember Bro. Harris.

I became a believer through the ministry of First Baptist Church Donelson when I lived in Nashville, TN. When I first began attending First Baptist, the pastor was Bro. Baker. He retired and the next pastor was Bro. Harris. I don’t know that I ever knew his first name. As far as I know, he had no first name, that even his wife called him Bro. Harris!

Anyway, back to what I was remembering….

Those were the “old days.” Bro. Harris went “visiting” every Saturday. I was interested in entering the ministry, so I asked him if I could go with him. And he let me! We visited prospects and folks who had recently attended church and probably even made “cold calls” (folks who friends had said could use a visit from the preacher). Every once in a while, he would drop me off and tell me he had to make “a pastoral visit.”

This was a wonderful experience and was my model for pastoral ministry. It is the only way I knew how to shepherd. I know that today, generally speaking, pastors don’t visit like this anymore, but enough of that….

I don’t remember a lot of verbal instruction, we just did the work. But this was when I gained my first experience of real time “spiritual warfare.” We were visiting a family and just as Bro. Harris got serious with the mom, her baby began to scream. Right away I discerned this was not normal but was an attack of the enemy, an attempt to keep this woman from hearing the gospel. So, as Bro. Harris was speaking to the woman, I began beseeching the Lord to deliver this child from this spiritual attack. Silently, of course. And the child stopped crying! I don’t remember much else of the visit, but I learned a practical lesson on the power of the name of Jesus.

So how did I get from contemplating This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh? One day, while we were out visiting, I asked Bro. Harris, “What does it mean to walk in the Spirit?” Maybe I will write about that next. Anyway, Thank you, Bro. Harris, for your example, your ministry, and for letting me follow you as you followed the Lord.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Brothers and sisters, there are things God wants you to know

This morning, the pastor took for his text, James 1:2-4, which reads in part:

2 My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;
3 Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

When he got to v 3 Knowing this…. I was reminded of something that happened to me a long time ago.

We were living in Memphis, TN  while I attended Bible College. I heard about a church that was having a special speaker for the week. This was a Spirit-filled church and I was interested. I don’t remember the name of the church (only that it was out by the airport) or the speaker. It was a small church and he most likely was not a ‘big name’. But that brother said something that night that had a tremendous impact on my life.

His message was from James 1:2-4. And when he got to v 3 he said, “ Knowing this… Brothers and sisters, there are things God wants you to know. You should go through your Bible and find out what God says he wants you to know.”

I went home and shortly after that I took my Bible, some paper, and a pen and went through the New Testament to find out what God wanted me to know. Starting with Matthew, I wrote down every single verse which contained words related to know – know, knowledge, understand etc. That brother was right: there are things God wants you to know. And some of the things specifically linked to the word know are surprising —things that church people have traditionally told us we cannot know. Yet God wants us to know them!!

What a life-changing Bible study! Every church I pastored I encouraged the brethren to do this study. I emphasized the things God wanted us to know, but also urged folks to study it out themselves. I took the challenge that brother issued many years ago and it transformed me. As far as I know, I was completely unsuccessful in getting anyone else to accept the challenge. That always saddened me. But I challenge you: Go through the New Testament and make a note of every time the word “know” (and its’ relatives) occurs. You will be surprised at what God wants you to know!

Monday, February 9, 2015

The Body of Christ

Yesterday we went down to Augusta to see Mary K and her beautiful family. We met them at church and worshipped the Lord with them. Right away I saw that we were going to celebrate the Lord’s Supper. I was excited. We had observed the Supper last week at church (first Sunday of the month, and all that) and again today!

The church I attend always emphasizes that the Supper is only a memorial, a remembering. I believe there is more to the Supper, so I have to consciously emphasize this in my heart as I partake. Mary K attends a Baptist Church, so I expected more of the same. And the pastor did say, “By these elements we're reminded…” And that is completely true. Then I was so deeply blessed!

When they take the Supper, the congregation stands and moves forward to the front to receive the elements from the elders. (Yes, elders in a Baptist Church!) So I stood and got in line. When I got to the elder with the bread, he said, “The body of Christ.” And the elder with the cups said, “The blood of Christ.” That was all. No commentary. Nothing more. What a powerful reminder as we took the bread and the fruit of the vine. I was free and encouraged to let this be all that it means to me! Amen. Thank you, Lord!

The cup of blessing which we bless, is it not the communion of the blood of Christ? 
The bread which we break, is it not the communion of the body of Christ? 

Saturday, February 7, 2015

The Victory of Faith

I came across a reference to this message tonight, then had to search awhile to find it. Ah, it was well worth the search. I know this is rather long, but this is a great word! And this is just his first point (it is the best part of the message).

The Victory of Faith
by Charles Spurgeon

"For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world; and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith."—1 John 5:4.

I. First, the text speaks of a GREAT VICTORY—the victory of victories—the greatest of all. We know there have been great battles where nations have met in strife, and one has overcome the other; but who has read of a victory that over came the world? Some will say that Alexander was its conqueror; but I answer, nay. He was himself the vanquished man, even when all things were in his possession. He fought for the world, and won it; and then mark how it mastered its master, conquered its conqueror, and lashed the monarch who had been its scourge. See the royal youth weeping, and stretching out his hands with idiotic cries, for another world which he might ravage. He seemed, in outward show, to have overcome old earth; but, in reality, within his inmost soul, the earth had conquered him, had overwhelmed him, had wrapped him in the dream of ambition, girdled him with the chains of covetousness, so that when he had all, he was still dissatisfied; and, like a poor slave, was dragged on at the chariot wheels of the world, crying, moaning, lamenting, because he could not win another. Who is the man that ever overcame the world? Let him stand forward: he is a Triton among the minnows; he shall outshine Cæsar; he shall outmatch even our own lately departed Wellington, if he can say he has overcome the world. It is so rare a thing, a victory so prodigious, a conquest so tremendous, that he who can claim to have won it may walk among his fellows, like Saul, with head and shoulders far above them. He shall command our respect; his very presence shall awe us into reverence; his speech shall persuade us to obedience; and, yielding honour to whom honour is due, we'll say when we listen to his voice, "'Tis even as if an angel shook his wings."

I shall now attempt to expand the idea I have suggested, showing you in what varied senses the Christian overcomes the world. A tough battle, sirs, I warrant you: not one which carpet knights might win: no easy skirmish that he might win, who dashed to battle on some sunshiny day, looked at the host, then turned his courser's rein, and daintily dismounted at the door of his silken tent—not one which he shall gain, who, but a raw recruit today, puts on his regimentals, and foolishly imagines that one week of service will ensure a crown of glory. Nay, sirs, it is a life-long war—a fight needing the power of all these muscles, and this strong heart; a contest which shall want all our strength, if we are to be triumphant; and if we do come off more than conquerors, it shall be said of us, as Hart said of Jesus Christ: "He had strength enough and none to spare;" a battle at which the stoutest heart might quail; a fight at which the bravest might shake, if he did not remember that the Lord is on his side, and therefore, whom shall he fear? He is the strength of his life; of whom shall he be afraid? This fight with the world is not one of main force, or physical might; if it were, we might soon win it; but it is all the more dangerous from the fact that it is a strife of mind, a contest of heart, a struggle of the spirit, a strife of the soul. When we overcome the world in one fashion, we have not half done our work; for the world is a Proteus, changing its shape continually; like the chameleon, it hath all the colours of the rainbow; and when you have worsted the world in one shape, it will attack you in another. Until you die, you will always have fresh appearances of the world to wrestle with. Let me just mention some of the forms in which the Christian overcomes the world.

I. He overcomes the world when it sets up itself as a legislator, wishing to teach him customs. You know the world has its old massive law book of customs, and he who does not choose to go according to the fashion of the world, is under the ban of society. Most of you do just as everybody else does, and that is enough for you. If you see so-and-so do a dishonest thing in business, it is sufficient for you that everybody does it. If ye see that the majority of mankind have certain habits, ye succumb, ye yield. Ye think, I suppose, that to march to hell in crowds, will help to diminish the fierce heat of the burning of the bottomless pit, instead of remembering that the more faggots the fiercer will be the flame. Men usually swim with the stream like a dead fish; it is only the living fish that goes against it. It is only the Christian who despises customs, who does not care for conventionalisms, who only asks himself the question, "Is it right or is it wrong? If it is right, I will be singular. If there is not another man in this world who will do it, I will do it; should a universal hiss go up to heaven, I will do it still; should the very stories of earth fly up, and stone me to death, I will do it still; though they bind me to the stake, yet I must do it; I will be singularly right; if the multitude will not follow me, I will go without them, I will be glad if they will all go and do right as well, but if not, I will despise their customs; I care not what others do; I shall not be weighed by other men; to my own Master I stand or fall. Thus I conquer and overcome the customs of the world." Fair world! she dresseth herself in ermine, she putteth on the robes of a judge, and she solemnly telleth you, "Man, you are wrong. Look at your fellows; see how they do. Behold my laws. For hundreds of years have not men done so? Who are you, to set yourself up against me?" And she pulls out her worm-eaten law-book, and turning over the musty pages, says, "See, here is an act passed in the reign of Nebuchadnezzar, and here is another law enacted in the days of Pharaoh. These must be right, because antiquity has enrolled them among her standard authorities. Do you mean to set yourself up and stand against the opinions of the multitude?" Yes, we do; we take the law-book of the world, and we burn it, as the Ephesians did their magic rolls; we take her deeds, and make them into waste paper; we rend her proclamation from the walls; we care not what others do; custom to us is a cobweb; we count it folly to be singular; but when to be singular is to be right, we count it the proudest wisdom; we overcome the world; we trample on her customs; we walk as a distinct people, a separate race, a chosen generation, a peculiar people. The Christian behaves in his dealings not as the laughing infidel insinuates, when he sneeringly describes Mawworm, as saying, "Boy, have you sanded the sugar?" "Yes, sir." "Have you put the sloe-leaves in the tea?" "Yes, sir." "Have you put red lead in the pepper?" "Yes, sir." "Then come to prayers." Christians do not do so; they say, "We know better; we cannot conform to the customs of the world. If we pray, we will also act, or else we are hypocrites, confounded hypocrites. If we go to the house of God, and profess to love him, we love him every. where; we take our religion with us into the shop, behind the counter; into our offices; we must have it everywhere, or else God knows it is not religion at all." Ye must stand up, then, against the customs of mankind. Albeit, this may be a three-million peopled city, ye are to come out and be separate, if ye would overcome the world.

2. We rebel against the world's customs. And if we do so, what is the conduct of our enemy? She changes her aspect. "That man is a heretic; that man is a fanatic; he is a cant, he is a hypocrite," says the world directly. She grasps her sword, she putteth frowns upon her brow, she scowleth like a demon, she girdeth tempests round about her, and she saith, "The man dares defy my government; he will not do as others do. Now I will persecute him. Slander! come from the depths of hell and hiss at him. Envy! sharpen up thy tooth and bite him." She fetches up all false things, and she persecutes the man. If she can, she does it with the hand; if not, by the tongue. She afflicts him wherever he is. She tries to ruin him in business; or, if he standeth forth as the champion of the truth why then she laugheth, and mocketh, and scorneth. She lets no stone be unturned whereby she may injure him. What is then the behaviour of the Lord's warrior, when he sees the world take up arms against him, and when he sees all earth, like an army, coming to chase him, and utterly destroy him? Does he yield? Does he bend? Does he cringe? Oh, no! Like Luther, he writes "Cedo nulli" on his banner—"I yield to none;" and he goes to war against the world, if the world goes to war against him.

"Let earth be all in arms abroad,
He dwells in perfect peace."

Ah! some of you, if you had a word spoken against you, would at once give up what religion you have; but the true-born child of God cares little for man's opinion. "Ah," says he, "let my bread fail me, let me be doomed to wander penniless the wide world o'er; yea, let me die: each drop of blood within these veins belongs to Christ, and I am ready to shed it for his name's sake." He counts all things but loss, that he may win Christ—that he may be found in him; and when the world's thunders roars, he smiles at the uproar, while he hums his pleasant tune:—

"Jerusalem my happy home,
Name ever dear to me;
When shall my labours have an end,
In joy, and peace, and thee?"

When her sword comes out, he looketh at it. "Ah," saith he, "just as the lightning leapeth from its thunder lair, splitteth the clouds, and affrighteth the stars, but is powerless against the rock-covered mountaineer, who smiles at its grandeur, so now the world cannot hurt me, for in the time of trouble my Father hides me in his pavillion, in the secret of his tabernacle doth he hide me, and set me up upon a rock." Thus, again, we conquer the world, by not caring for its frowns.

3. "Well," saith the world, "I will try another style," and this believe me, is the most dangerous of all. A smiling world is worse than a frowning one. She saith, "I cannot smite the man low with my repeated blows, I will take off my mailed glove, and showing him a fair white hand, I'll bid him kiss it. I will tell him I love him: I will flatter him, I will speak good words to him." John Bunyan well describes this Madam Bubble: she has a winning way with her; she drops a smile at the end of each of her sentences; she talks much of fair things, and tries to win and woo. Oh, believe me, Christians are not so much in danger when they are persecuted as when they are admired. When we stand upon the pinnacle of popularity, we may well tremble and fear. It is not when we are hissed at, and hooted, that we have any cause to be alarmed; it is when we are dandled on the lap of fortune, and nursed upon the knees of the people; it is when all men speak well of us, that woe is unto us. It is not in the cold wintry wind that I take off my coat of righteousness, and throw it away; it is when the sun comes, when the weather is warm, and the air balmy, that I unguardedly strip off my robes, and become naked. Good God! how many a man has been made naked by the love of this world! The world has flattered and applauded him; he has drunk the flattery; it was an intoxicating draught; he has staggered, he has reeled, he has sinned, he has lost his reputation; and as a comet that erst flashed across the sky, doth wander far into space, and is lost in darkness, so doth he; great as he was, he falls; mighty as he was, he wanders, and is lost. But the true child of God is never so; he is as safe when the world smiles, as when it frowns; he cares as little for her praise as for her dispraise. If he is praised, and it is true, he says, ""My deeds deserves praise, but I refer all honor to my God." Great souls know what they merit from their critic; to them it is nothing more than the giving of their daily income. Some men cannot live without a large amount of praise; and if they have no more than they deserve, let them have it. If they are children of God, they will be kept steady; they will not be ruined or spoiled; but they will stand with feet like hinds' feet upon high places.—"This is the victory that overcometh the world."

4. Sometimes, again, the world turns jailer to a Christian. God sends affliction and sorrow, until life is a prison-house, the world its jailer—and a wretched jailer too. Have you ever been in trials and troubles, my friends? and has the world never come to you and said, ""Poor prisoner, I have a key that will let you out. You are in pecuniary difficulties; I will tell you how you may get free. Put that Mr. Conscience away. He asks you whether it is a dishonest act. Never mind about him; let him sleep; think about the honesty after you have got the money, and repent at your leisure." So saith the world; but you say, "I cannot do the thing." "Well," says the world, "then groan and grumble: a good man like you locked up in this prison!" "No," says the Christian, "my Father sent me into want, and in his own time he will fetch me out; but if I die here I will not use wrong means to escape. My Father put me here for my good, I will not grumble; if my bones must lie here—if my coffin is to be under these stones—if my tomb-stone shall be in the wall of my dungeon—here will I die, rather than so much as lift a finger to get out by unfair means." "Ah," says the world, "then thou art a fool." The scorner laughs and passes on, saying, "The man has no brain, he will not do a bold thing; he hath no courage; he will not launch upon the sea; he wants to go in the old beaten track of morality." Ay, so he does; for thus he overcomes the world.

Oh! I might tell you of some battles that have been fought. There has been many a poor maiden, who has worked, worked, worked, until her fingers were worn to the bone, to earn a scanty living out of the things which we wear upon us, knowing not that ofttimes we wear the blood, and bones, and sinews of poor girls. That poor girl has been tempted a thousand times, the evil one has tried to seduce her, but she has fought a valiant battle; stern in her integrity, in the midst of poverty she still stands upright, "Clear as the sun, fair as the moon, and terrible as an army with banners," a heroine unconquered by the temptations and enticements of vice. In other cases: many a man has had the chance of being rich in an hour, affluent in a moment, if he would but clutch something which he dare not look at, because God within him said, "No." The world said, "Be rich, be rich;" but the Holy Spirit said, "No! be honest; serve thy God." Oh, the stern contest. and the manly combat carried on within the heart! But he said, "No; could I have the stars transmuted into worlds of gold, I would not for those globes of wealth belie my principles, and damage my soul :" thus he walks a conqueror. "This is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith."

Thursday, February 5, 2015

The time is fulfilled

Mark 1:15  And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.

I began reading the gospel according to Mark about a week ago. The first night I came to this verse.

What a powerful statement!

The time is fulfilled. What time??

Several hundred years before this day Daniel had received a word from God which contained one of the most amazing prophecies in the entire Bible:

Seventy weeks are determined upon thy people and upon thy holy city, to finish the transgression, and to make an end of sins, and to make reconciliation for iniquity, and to bring in everlasting righteousness, and to seal up the vision and prophecy, and to anoint the most Holy. Know therefore and understand, that from the going forth of the commandment to restore and to build Jerusalem unto the Messiah the Prince shall be seven weeks, and threescore and two weeks: the street shall be built again, and the wall, even in troublous times.    Daniel 9:24-25

This is what Jesus is referring to, the time is fulfilled. Amen!

I believe this is one of the purposes for the book of Ezra. This is God’s marker for when the Jews could start counting. I remember when my pastor began teaching the book of Ezra. He didn’t mention this and after the service I asked him about this. He said he would look into it. I think I missed the next couple of services, so I probably missed his comments. But this is so powerful:

Daniel – 483 years after the command to rebuild Jerusalem Messiah shall appear.

Ezra – start counting

Jesus – the time is fulfilled

The time is fulfilled. Jesus is the Messiah. The kingdom of God has come. This is the gospel. I believe in Jesus!

Which one am I?

I am now reading the gospel according to Mark. Last night I read in chapter four, including what is commonly called The Parable of the Sower, which I prefer to call The Parable of the Soils.

3 Hearken; Behold, there went out a sower to sow
4 And it came to pass, as he sowed, some fell by the way side, and the fowls of the air came and devoured it up.  
5 And some fell on stony ground, where it had not much earth; and immediately it sprang up, because it had no depth of earth:  
6 But when the sun was up, it was scorched; and because it had no root, it withered away.  
7 And some fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up, and choked it, and it yielded no fruit.  
8 And other fell on good ground, and did yield fruit that sprang up and increased; and brought forth, some thirty, and some sixty, and some an hundred.  
9 And he said unto them, He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.  
10 And when he was alone, they that were about him with the twelve asked of him the parable.  
11 And he said unto them, Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the kingdom of God: but unto them that are without, all these things are done in parables:  
12 That seeing they may see, and not perceive; and hearing they may hear, and not understand; lest at any time they should be converted, and their sins should be forgiven them.  
13 And he said unto them, Know ye not this parable? and how then will ye know all parables?  
14 The sower soweth the word.
15 And these are they by the way side, where the word is sown; but when they have heard, Satan cometh immediately, and taketh away the word that was sown in their hearts.  
16 And these are they likewise which are sown on stony ground; who, when they have heard the word, immediately receive it with gladness;  17 And have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word's sake, immediately they are offended.  
18 And these are they which are sown among thorns; such as hear the word,  19 And the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful.  
20 And these are they which are sown on good ground; such as hear the word, and receive it, and bring forth fruit, some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some an hundred. 

There are four types of responses to the Word/Gospel: the one who hears but doesn’t understand; the one who hears and receives but gives up; the one who hears and receives but bears no fruit; the one who hears and receives and brings forth fruit.

Which one am I?

I am clearly not the first or second. Like all believers, I would like to think of myself as good ground; such as hear the word, and receive it, and bring forth fruit. But, could I be the third response? And these are they which are sown among thorns; such as hear the word,  And the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful. I ask this of myself because Jesus says the problem is, the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word. Three fruit-choking afflictions: the cares of this world, the deceitfulness of riches, the lusts (or desires) of other things.

Is this me? Have I let one or more of these three choke the word in my life? I have to ask because Jesus said, He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.

Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.